NO.

I'm having the coffee side effect.

I just dont feel good lately. FML.

Is all my problem. Is my fault.

I shall not complain. No one force me to do anything.

I SHALL SAY NO THE NEXT TIME!

Changing. Trash.

When people gets emotional. The people might say things that he/she doesnt mean it.

They just need more attention.

I'm ok, Im alright. What the hell is that?

I said i want to change, I said i'll try to change. I said i wanna be a better person.

I'm just who i am. I never change. Im not sure. I might have change, but just in a very minute scale. None would notice. Only i'll know. I'll know the difference.

It might be so routine. Normal catch up. The same intonation, the same laugh. But it might be so sad to notice, it will never be the same. For better or not.

Im not sure, the environment or the place will change a person. But im sure everyone change. Just with or without realising. But im glad that i'm once such-a-person before. I appreciate and love to be who i am (the hate-love feeling)

I couldn't breathe when things coming to near.

I couldn't see when things are too far.

I couldn't notice when things are meant to be

I couldn't get used to it when things aren't the same anymore.

I hope that the route, the environment, the surrounding help me to understand what i really want.

What they want from me? What they want from me?

I'm not as free as you see.

I'm not as good as you thought.

I'm not as bad as you might see.

I'm not crossing the borders that you thought.

It might be just a greeting. It might be just a word. It might be just a joke. It might just a misunderstanding. It might be .. it might be. If you believe it you will. White lie is still a lie. Truth is never within the lie. beLIEve even have lie in it. If you believe me you might be just lie-ing.

I'm sorry being too selfish at times.

I'm sorry that mess up your mood.

I'm sorry that i couldnt make up to.

I'm sorry that i fail all the time.

What a trash.