A: Hey, are you girls doing any work?
Me: Of course. Btw, why are you with sunglasses at this hour?
A: I usually wear it till 9.30 (pm).
What a joke. Hilarious. @aargh, his determination totally engrossed me. He is there 24/7, even on Saturday and Sunday. Without realising peeping through the window become our favourite past time. LOL.
Im at the state of despair. Working hard to get the our data in all the way that we could think of but still the response rate is not at a desire rate.
I believe it will be better tomorrow. There are days that we are surprise with some helpful people that willing to go beyond their responsibility to help us. Their kindness impress me.
Apart from that, thinking about what is waiting for me in the future makes my heart palpitate. It's convoluted and encompass with a lot of uncertainties. Isn't this makes it worthwhile to be anticipated?
I'm pack with my 3 pending chapters but still manage to have some times to think of what-is-the-purpose of me breathing. It might sounds ridiculous. I constantly bombard myself with question like what I really want? Will I be able to take all the consequences for my decision? I guess I'll know the answer soon enough as Im stepping into the adult world (what a joke?) I'm just too old of not working at this age.
Stare at it long enough makes my vision vague and unclear. Is it one, two or three. It might just be zilch. Nada. I always think of my future , my future career, my family, my love ones and my friend. I am just too self-centered i guess. Something i should look into a bigger picture. Not always me as the centre of everything. C'est le vie.
Days like today i would just want to pack my bag and go without worries. Is that an act of loser? Stay and hang on there is always harder than pack-n-go because you need to pick up all the pieces of yourself. Just like a development after war.
P/s: The pictures shows that the beauty of monotonous season country.
