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All the best in your coming VIVA. =D

You and someone

I have a sudden thought that it's never a matter where did you study? What matter most is what you've gain in anywhere you've studied. There are both sides of everything that had/might happen. If you regret those days... meaning you are hating your current life. If there is no yesterday, there never be today. Anyway, be grateful and thankful that we are still a complete person. We are still healthy. There is nothing more important that this.

You might have graduated from some fancy Uni in UK, someone might just graduated locally. That doesn't make the you better than the someone. Its what you or someone that gain through the process. You might be just party all the way in UK, knowing all pubs on the famous street. Someone might be tedious and serious at "someone" work/studies. Choices.

Ok.I guess graduating overseas will make the someone jealous by missing tons of parties and networking with the kuailos.
That is bout all. At lease if im the someone i'll miss that part. But it will never be too late for those. But for the knowledge that someone have gain, it might have time limit for it (At lease it has time limit for your potential employer, if you say there is never too late for learning.)

Is not where we start the game, is how quick we touch our goals.

Ps: Aahh..there are too much arranged meet up, appointments and so on.. sometimes, if you just happen to meet someone, then just sit and chat over the dinner. It might be fun. We go separate ways after dinner. awesome!

Just smile.

I shall wish you all the best.
I shall let go
I shall look forward
I shall do things without fear
I shall look on the positive side
I shall believe in faith
I shall ignore all the strangers
I shall be who i am
I shall work hard
I shall just wait

Ignorance is a bliss!

Stay in.

I'm craving for nice reading blog. Yea. I love reading blogs. Reading blogs is as though like you're watching a movie. It brings you to where the blogger went, how the blogger felt and whatsoever (or at lease, what they want us to know bout them)

But at certain extent it might not reveal the truth of all. Sometimes, we just need to learn how to protect ourselves. There are certain things that are not meant to be publised.

Anyway, Friday night staying at home. Feel like reading a good book.

This Friday is not meant for party.

Loves.

P.s: It has been a week. Today is Friday night.

Enemies come together without any law of attraction!

I might be wrong!

The law this time is

JUSTIN LO!!

Arghhhh.....

After long discussion how to go to KL aka Genting. We decided to drive.

Higher flexibility and lower price.

So here we go.....

As usual we will have tons of things to argue about. Coz we never stay near. As you know we are enemies right? LoL. So, the problem who comes and who goes...

Never one parties wanna sacrifice.

Cheng: I dont know.

Lit: What? I also dont know.

Nee: Nothing to do want wo... so when?

So, discussion for us is always for more arguments as we are not discussing, we're trying to persuade another parties to accept our idea. Take it as persuade or FORCE!! Whatsoever.

We've checked another event together.

JUSTIN ROCKZ!

Here it goess... After long "discussing" we decided to go to meet Nee at Sunway. When both parties give in...

At last Nee, made it to 1U (after like 5 min, she consulted her friend the way to 1U. She is so good in direction or her "gps" is so good in giving direction)

Whatever, that works!!

So, after long awaited......

Taddaaa.... We're on our way!

On our way. Not so lost this time 'coz we have "British accent lady" guided us there.

She is abit lag thou.

Batu Caves... we pass by.

Cheng: Let's go Batu Caves!!

Nee: Nothing to see there le... Seriously nothing to see...

Lit: ..... (We shall discuss next time)

After we reached, we headed to Coffee Bean.

Damn hard to find it. Believe me. It takes us, 30 min to get there. LoL.

Spend a few hours there. Having fun chatting with my girls. =D

We're just 3 idiots trying to act smart at times. A unique way of Bodoh-ness.

Cheng: Not i choose wan this cheese cake.

Lit: If me, i wont choose this too.

Wtf, then who choose this or put this on our bill!

Next, Food again!

Chicken rice & Toast & Milo.

The food... speechless.

There is a bunch of Justin's fan club ppl over there. We're not that "fan" looking compared to 'em..

Btw, someone is there too. Hehe. Sorry, didnt really accompany you. Anyway, thanks for fetching me home. Thanks untuk semua-semua. =D

After that, we're not full still. Heading to McD again!!

Told you, we're not friends.

Smile.....

(can someone help me to PS that guy behind me)

Someone spotted Nee to help them to capture group pictures. She did it like..."n" times

& still blur.... (is NIKON by the way) Wasting our time. So to utilise it. Let's camwhore. Lol.

As compensation, that guy help us to take a group pictures. Sony is bravo right?

Spotted!!

On the way to the concert... We're so smart, we use the longer route to get into the hall. We just wanna prepare ourselves for 2-3 hours sit.

Typical shot!

It's justin btw.

Non-stop capturing pictures. Ppl around might thought that we're so vain. Haha.

Hardly we can find a picture that will satisfied the 3 of us.

Note, we are not hard to please ya...

Me and cheng.

Hey, i realise cheng byk camwhore. =p Coz, i can easily spot her in all the pictures... akka.

Long waited!!!

JUSTIN LO

The concert is so awesome!

He is just so natural and cute.

I like the way he dance and his randomness.

He invited a girl to go up the stage when he sings erica. OMG! While we we're discussing among us. Hey, will you go up the stage.... and there is a girl jumping with flowers on her chair. She got spotted by Justin. Here she goes. LoL.

Sometimes, is just how much you want something.

haha... after long thoughts (around 5min) Nee, pop up and said, I WONT!

LOL. Arent we just cute?

FYI, he dance the most "in"dance. (from wonder girls and super junior)

The song of the night.

Ngor yao kam yat.

thirty days.

He cried when he sings the last songs. I still feel he is real. At lease 80% is real.

Ahh.. Call me, naive.

I just think the lyrics is so touched. I like the english version too.

This is the most encore concert i've been. But not the longest encore.

I just love the last part. The 2nd encore. When everyone (most) is leaving. He just came out again and sang 'meng ang'

and the crowd sings together with him.

This is the way, babe!

Please dont go to a concert and watch the concert like you're watching movie in the cinema.

Potong steam!

Too excited!

Trying to capture 'us' and the Genting behind. PHAIL.

Cheng

Lit

Nee suggested that we go redbox. Here we're!

Not enough of Justin, so here we're.

Btw, why there is no english version of thirty days?

Thanks to the captain for the uber service!

Singing. Singing.

Group pic. Hard to get a nice and clear picture. Low light.

Anyway, this is the only clear picture i guess. =D

This is what we do while we waiting for our turn to sing.

Hey, "chew" thanks for this!

So sweet. I just love redbox. Excellent.

The is the best part of all....

WE GOT REAL LOST

si ni sa na per gi

tak ta hu per gi ma na.

10 min journeys took us around 40 mins.

We dont have the british lady with us. tsk tsk

Headed home, get our car... and here we go...

On the way back, it rains. it stops.

When i see the Penang bridge. I was so happy.

I just love to be home.

No matters for work, for study or even working.

Penang is always my home. Penang bridge will always bring me home.

Penang airport sometimes. =D

Penang bridge.

I <3>

Hearts. Bits.

You

Raining. 13th Friday. 8.57pm.

It rains so heavily. My heart pounding with the rain drops.

I'm reading my own blog .friendster. Reminiscing all those that have happen for the past few years.

I log into my "friendster". I go through the inbox. There are a few messages that touched me. I dont even remember i've receive that kinda of messages.

After so many years and i read the message again, i still feel moved.

Ice, thanks for the messages. Now, after 3 years i read again the message asking me to get rid of him (FYI, my ex), i think i have a bunch of great people around me. Although we never meet or never yamcha before. The most that you know about me is i'm his "used-to-be" gf. This shows that you are caring enough to sent me the message. I appreciate it. I actually dont remember did i reply to your message. Once again. Thanks.

I go through my blog. I saw DSLC. I guess only me know what's that. It's just like someone's DMBC (Ooh, shit i dont remember the sequence). Ahhh.... so funny, reading back my own blog. But i love the feeling.

Ps: I'm not free. Im just letting myself to have some times for myself.

Pls dont kill me. The pictures are just for references.

I'm tempted to write a blog that shows changes in my life. (or at lease in terms of appearance) Duh.... picture tells a thousand words.

But if i would really start from the day i own a camera it would be too long to track all down. So, i just being random and start from anywhere with certain inconsistence sequence. =p

The pictures is getting from ok - bad - horri-ji-ble.

I've to use this pictures coz she is pretty mah. There is a chinese saying, good start will set a 50% success of your work.

@ mamak... =D

i think this was 2007. Starbucks. Some random boredom.

Being over-excited of my photo booth.

I love the smile and laughter in this picture. Abit blur though. We took this picture on the very last day of our english class. Things might have change. But i hope many years down the road, i will still remember the fun that we had during our classes.

with June (2007). I guess we still look the same after so many years.

Coursemates.

OMFG!! this is so priceless. Ugly yet i like it. haha..... Ting, you are pretty as always. Sweet. Cheng, you are pretty too (i mean now)

Haha.. Orientation week. Am i massaging for you, chean yi.

Some random weekdays doing shopping with cheng.

Hey.. this is our vege-steamboat. Lol....

Ini lagi history. honeystar + milk = awesome.

Pls forgive my "walkmen" phone. Is not meant for pictures. Therefore, the quality suck till max. Anyway, i love this kinda of crazy trip... wink! Agree?

Our "used-to-be"routine. I'm not sure are we going to be that crazy in future. Everyone has their own dream and path to pursue. I guess we will stil be friends for ~ evah!

With all the memorable pictures up there..of course this one must not be left out. Not many pictures taken. But i just happy that you are there whenever i need a friend. =D

Ouchh.... all the pictures above, taken at lease a year ago. Life is awesome.

I shall never regret on what i've did.

We'll never know where the non-traveled path will lead us to.

Grass is not always greener on the other side.

Loves.

Lovely weekend

OMG.. I just love weekends.

Meeting up with friends is the best thing that you could do during weekends, other that partey!

On friday we had a movie outing. We watch "salt" Although i like the story line. But the way they cast it is like another "Jacky Chan" movie.

Since Nana, is not home.... so we could not have our burger feast party. So we ended up at mamak. Not that great experience. But we had a great time chatting. Ying, when only we will have the time to meet up again. So awesome to see you around.

All the best for everyone is working. =D

*we did not take any pictures of that day* wth!!!

On Sat is another meet up. June. The forever beauty!

We did like so many things in this 2 days. Go makan, Go watch movie (kena tipu, inception become Tekken, pinjam toilet bcome Sing K) Ahhh... all due to the crazy bunch of friends.

Went "pai pai, went makan makan and jalan jalan. Is a great way to spend my weekends.

The pictures are not in sequences. Rojak!

My huge head and .. lok lok. (lousy camera men)

Haha... June looks so tham chiak..

Sushi!!! (Cheap and good)

Gordon Blu.

Real crazy K-time!

All pictures taken with June's bb.

Awesome can?

既不是马来人，也不是中国人

我读了一遍描写 “何谓马来西亚华人”

可能我重上海回来不久（也有三个月了），在读这遍文章时突然有摸名的失落感和心酸。

“去年9月，我来到了中国，就读于中国最好的大学，学习着自己最想念的中文系，一切看起来都像梦想成真。但是，来到了这里，我才第一次深刻地体会到：我是马来西亚人。我才第一次感觉到：我有可能是爱国的。在祖国成长的每一部分，不管是口音、思维等，都在我的生命里留下不可磨灭的痕迹。即使我可能算是马来西亚里最中国的一小撮人，即使我跟很多中国同学相处得不错，但是我仍然能深刻地体会到我们的不同之处。不管怎么样，在中国，只要是外国人，就真的只是外国人。

那么我到底该何去何从？这是我一整个学期都在思考的问题。在迷茫中，在摸索中，我才会写出上面的三篇文章，试图找到马来西亚华人的定位，试图找到自己的定位，然后决定自己以后要到哪里发展。我个人认为，不管是留在中国还是去到西方，就注定了只能收到单方面的信息，很难认清这个世界的真相。此外，留在中国，或许就只能是成为一个尴尬、孤立的个体。去到西方国家，那更是彻底地孤立，存活在一堆思维截然不同的陌生人之中，甚至还可能面临他们的排斥。

可能，我仍然会回去马来西亚，即使我们目前仍然要活在打压之中，即使要存活在一个难以实现自我的空间。但是，我或许可以用手中的一票继续给国阵施加那千万分之一的压力，做自己想做的事，做一个开心的人。即使薪水不高，即使物质生活不丰裕，即使很难真正地实现自我，但是只要能在自己最熟悉的家乡、跟喜欢的人在一起，幸福或许就那么简单不是吗？”

既不是马来人，也不是中国人。

I want more!!

After my trip, i always have something on my mind to eat. Now you know why i am so "fat" after all my trips. =( I'm working hard to get rid of the fat thou. But....

I've been anticipating to come home , partly because i miss GOOD food and of course. I just miss you. =)

You might think i wanna eat local food... Hokkien mee, loh mee.. or whatever. NO.

This is it..

Tada....... KOREAN BBQ. It has been my TOP list since im home. i mean since i came back from CHINA. IT WAS LIKE.... 3 months or more (Dont bother to keep track)

I'm so excited with the menu!! After a few rounds in Lil Korea. We've decided this....

The standard water bottle. All the Korean BBQ uses this. Why? Same supplier or?? Whatever, i shall find out when i've the chance to go Seoul. =p

Err... so many things to choose... Have to be quick.

Awww....... I just miss you.

More to come......

I love love love .....

Here is the MAIN ACTOR!!

Is so good. =p

This is not bad too.... =)

The soup is not as bad as the previous one i had in Korean Palace. Might be im too hungry this time. =)

The steam egg.....

We makan so "gelojoh" coz they're closing down at 10pm. We're still there stuffing ourselves with the food.

No doubt, the food is good for the price. Thanks for the dinner......=)