MGD are enemies.

It was end of December, you hear can the bell rings and you will receive presents. My December is complete. We did patch up again. Then i was overcome with acute nostalgia during my sophomore year. What i can say is...omg! Not that i can go back to those days where, we stick to each other everyday, argue everyday but yet still stick to each other. Maybe we're just lack of friends. Although the timing doesnt seems to be propitious but we still make an effort to meet up. We still argue though. Sometimes it can be convoluted. That is just us. We're all ego and self-centered like that.

It was awesome to have joyce around isn't it? Cheers and bravo to us. We made it from 7pm to 2am. Despite of all the arguments , pre-arguments or post-arguments.... We're still great friends. LOL. We're just selfish like that! All the moment spend will deeply etch in everyone's heart.

There ain't nothing like a memory.

4 months and is still counting.. will it still be the same after so long?

Still reading the same books, doing the same things, being at the same office, writting at the same chapters and everything seems to be the same. Unfortunately, something have changed.

Perhaps, people around me is no longer the same. Someone left, someone passby, someone take a break, someone stay. Everyone has their own way to go. I'm not sure, did i try my best for everything i appreciate. Maybe yes and maybe no. I'm sure i did treasured every little things that i've own or once owned.

I did pray, I did hope. All in all, process is less important that the end result. I still hope and I still pray.

Everyone seems leaving. When days like today, winter solstice festival, I remember the taste of the glutinous balls and the warmthness of it. I feel contented to be at home. There is no place like home. Everyone will leaves, everyone changes but family remains.

2come1

I am adamant that I'm going to get it done by this freaking month. I just want to get this over. I despise all those jargons. I just want to stop using scholar google by typing all the keywords that i can think of. Trying to download the journals and been notified that I can't get the full access of that articles. Then log into the USM databases and try to hit the keywords. Then the utmost familiar line will pop up saying that USM doesn't buy this articles. Help!

I'll pay you a myriad of gold if you help me to complete this. If and only if i can.

While everyone is very busy doing their own work in the office, struggling how to write their journals and thesis. I'm munching my hello panda like nobody business. I'm using my precious 15min to write this post. OMG... i shall go back and continue my work!

*I shall not despair. Someone/something please invigorate me!.. @ lil more to go ...

My life.

A: Hey, are you girls doing any work?

Me: Of course. Btw, why are you with sunglasses at this hour?

A: I usually wear it till 9.30 (pm).

What a joke. Hilarious. @aargh, his determination totally engrossed me. He is there 24/7, even on Saturday and Sunday. Without realising peeping through the window become our favourite past time. LOL.

Im at the state of despair. Working hard to get the our data in all the way that we could think of but still the response rate is not at a desire rate.

I believe it will be better tomorrow. There are days that we are surprise with some helpful people that willing to go beyond their responsibility to help us. Their kindness impress me.

Apart from that, thinking about what is waiting for me in the future makes my heart palpitate. It's convoluted and encompass with a lot of uncertainties. Isn't this makes it worthwhile to be anticipated?

I'm pack with my 3 pending chapters but still manage to have some times to think of what-is-the-purpose of me breathing. It might sounds ridiculous. I constantly bombard myself with question like what I really want? Will I be able to take all the consequences for my decision? I guess I'll know the answer soon enough as Im stepping into the adult world (what a joke?) I'm just too old of not working at this age.

Stare at it long enough makes my vision vague and unclear. Is it one, two or three. It might just be zilch. Nada. I always think of my future , my future career, my family, my love ones and my friend. I am just too self-centered i guess. Something i should look into a bigger picture. Not always me as the centre of everything. C'est le vie.

Days like today i would just want to pack my bag and go without worries. Is that an act of loser? Stay and hang on there is always harder than pack-n-go because you need to pick up all the pieces of yourself. Just like a development after war.

P/s: The pictures shows that the beauty of monotonous season country.

I just miss it and you.

I need a nice beverage. I need to love myself. I need too.

Coffee bean. Iced blended vanilla and a good book. Splendid.

211010. Thursday.

It has been a while... that i've been thinking bout this. Sometimes, snap judgement might be so true. Too much data might leads to unnecessary distraction.

Is such a complicated mechanism in betw human that makes every friendship so unique. I appreciate 'em. I really do.

Thanks for such an early wish. Sweat. I know you're my friend forever (sounds so cheessy). One day we might grow apart. We might disagree on what the others doing but deep inside we'll still support without much questions. That is what we need and what we can do as friend. I believe we love to do so too. It's something unconscious.

Believe it or not, i know you're the one. since we first met.

Pour my time into the river.

This is my desktop. I'm actually working my thesis. Haha...

Now, i dont have to buy lomo coz i can have a cheat polaroid photos. I'm so engross with this polaroid software. Argh.

This picture taken 3 years ago. Long hair~

I like this picture so much. It look's so vintage.

I look so weird here.. Anyway, it's still me! The 2010 me.

Ok, i shall get back to work. arghh... I think i wanna do my master until the age of 30. Ishh.. why am i not doing my work? Why? Hmph.
Im wasting my time online the whole doing nothing. Particularly, nothing at all.

I Mizz sOmeOne!

Was browsing food blog. I'm so hungry.

Bring me to dinner. I miss dinner-ing with you.

Miss you so much.

so-called biz trip!

Nearly miss my flight.

Shall i say im on time?

Im not sure why but I'm very reluctant to go to "KL-Melaka" this time round.

I shall call it biz-trip (sounds more professional, =p)

Here we go, after ....like 3 hours, Im in KTM. I shall say waiting for the KTM.

I couldn't imagine how efficient our public transport are!

Nearly, waited for 30 min. FML.

As usual, more notes.... more preparation and more headache.

I shall call it a day for work. Met "One" + govt depart.

"Double dinner"

I eat 2 dinner and a supper!

Screw my diet plan!

This is pork burger. Cost RM8.50.

I love dessert!

Close -up. I jeles of myself. I wanna eat them now.. while im typing this. I think i shall migrate to HK for good. FOR GOOD DESSERT.

Who cares what time you sleep, when you are on biz-trip just wake up as early as possible. ASAP!

More ppl and more notes. met "TWO"

On our way to Malacca. Never know that i love Malacca.

GPS brought us here. Awesome!

Despite, all the recalculating, recalculating (is annoying)

Talking to them make me feel guilty that we have such a lovely piece of land BUT without appreciating it.

CSR AAC blocks.

Clearer version: He describe it as the wall that can breathe.

HE INSULATE HIS FLOORING.

Roof insulation.

Thanks Stephanie and Harry for the sharing.

The shade will make the home cooler.

Simplicity is a bliss.

Our "dinosaur" housing design.

Housing at the golf resort.

It looks modern to me.

The next day.

Malacca. I love this view.

If picture tells a thousand words, it still millions of words that are missing out.

This is just way to good to be true. Luxurious doesnt mean BIG BIG houses!

Sufficient, Nice, User-friendly and simple. Oh ya, eco friendly. =p

DRY toilet. Timber flooring!

I WANT THIS.

The view form the bath tub are amazing.

My future-hubby (if you happen to see this), I WANT THIS KITCHEN!

This is Jane, she is just gorgeous and helpful. Btw, she is the architect of this house.

Ok, she design her house. She uses her archi as the draft men.

Do it once, Do it right!

Thanks Kevin for the sharing.

Imported from Aussie. Plumbing.

From Aussie. Electrical wiring.

They were building load-bearing wall.

No matter how nice Architect put in on papers,

the contractor (or rather the Bangladeshi or Indonesian) might not execute 'em at the desire way. Thus the outcome might be upset.

Why are we paying so much for houses (with high possiblity) that facing problem as water leaking, wall cracking, plumbing error....etc..

So sad. Not that i can effort one. Drop it!

Ta da... me on site!

Still manage to take a picture.

Working hard.

Last but not lease...

Hostel aka Malacca home.

I feel like retiring now.

Fruitful trip for my research.

but still so many upcoming works to follow-up.

God bless me.

Perplexity!

Insecure. Timid.

Do I see you tomorrow?

Will I be with you tomorrow?

Will I be contented if Im with you tomorrow?

Is there the place i wanna land on?

This kind of questions will pop up my mind sporadically. Im not sure becoz im at the age where finding the correct path is important. I'm adamant that I'll find it one day and be contented.

I'll fend myself well. Now and forever. Im the one that will stay with me forever. Stay stong!

ishh.

Not in the good mood.

Not that i bother.

Who cares who is your best buddy! Be it.

I dont know. When our inner joke become everyone's. I hate that. But whatever it is. NOMB.

.PERIOD.

me stupid.

It was a woo hoo nite, no doubt.

But, it was a horrible attack to my tummy. wth. Not that i eat a lot also. Ishh..

Then the next morning, while i prepare breakfast for myself. I got this as the reward.

=( =(, pain.

I should not wash dishes nor pans. Nothing.

I need a guy/bf/husband/whoever/whatever to wash it for me next time.

What a good reason. Washing dish is always a nightmare for me. I just dislike gettting my hand wet. I dont mind anything, but not this chores.

Close-up. Is still pain. =(

Craving for some care. =p

Life is still great!

I better get back my ass to do my thesis. STOP PROCRASTINATING.

and ya, while typing this only i realise....my body ache. muscle is screaming for help. I call this good pain. Side effect of stop exercising for months.

Happy Friday!

Is never too late to learn anything.

I think the 3 things that i've learn from what i watched just now were:-

- The importance of concentration

- The needs of discipline.

- Enjoy the process of learning rather than the outcome.

Live life.

ME. NEED. MOTIVATION.

Mentally tired and i went for holiday.

Come back from holiday, physically tired.

Meaning? Rest for the rest of my life..... FML.

I need some determination. Stop procrastination.

Ps: I wanna a panda hug.

Not-so-sick.

I awake and realize that im not as sick as i thought i would be.

Being sick is so shitty. I feel so weak. I'm not as strong as I seems to be.

In such a situation, i feel so grey and gloomy.

But i always believe things happen for a reason. When the door is shut.. i guess there are several windows are open and waiting for us. (lack of better illustration)

Enlightenment is all i needed.

Can someone pls shower me with care and love. Show me the way out. Guide me thru all this....Pls pls...

Life is always full with hope.

I hate emo post. I hate the emo me. But ill just let them out on my blog. Only here.

Cheers, I wanna be a happy and healthy chenglit.

Road trip with girls Part 1.

I guess none of us are really excited about the trip. (We didnt pack until the very last minute)..

We decided to fly to KL this time. As usual the stupid CKN got lost and took the longest way to the airport to fetch us. Thus we waited around 45 min. Girls are always like that. Never punctual not to mention early. (Me too me too)

The trip was suppose to start with skybar. But, bloody long story. So cut it of, we headed to XENRI.

Nice environment. Not-so-nice food. Pricey.

We jokingly said, we spend all our budget for our trip tonite thus we can cancelled our road trip. (Laugh la, is suppose to be funny, isnt it?)

This is my blog.. so expect all my vain pictures ya. Not like in FB, i've to think for all of *us*. Everyone needs to be pretty only can post. BLOODY HARD YOU KNOW?

So, we start with the "tai tai" style. Expensive yet not filling. But we abit over-ordered.

Then we headed to Serdang and stay at Nee's place. AWESOME place. =p

Cheng, ya? (inner joke)

Then we headed to Muar........Cut of all the eat eat eateries.

Restaurant still. This is more than that, is actually a coffee shop that sells coffee.. What am i crapping? I mean.. they sell the coffee by packet and you can bancuh it yourself. =D

Then, we have some serious discussions. We dont know how to go to Melaka from Muar. Not a surprise. Not that we know any of the routes before we took 'em.

So, here we are Melaka!

Camwhore while waiting for my friend to bring us around... snap snap snap//

(cheng, dont complain... this is the best i could get, believe me.)I can hear you are screaming in your room.... yerr...... , oklo) LoL.

I like this. Nee, thanks. Natural.

We the tourist.

Come i tell you a nice story that happen in Melaka. If there is 'no story' it wouldnt be us right?

As usual, we very "lan lek" we book a room for 2 with the initial idea of sneaking another person in, so that we can save some budgets for more foodsss.. (for whatever reason)

Never knew that there will be such lansi hostel, ops, i mean so strict. They dont let us in even we said we gonna pay extra for that person. Arghh.. Then we are kinda worried where are we gonna stay in Melaka, takkan 2 person stay here and another person stay else where right? FYI, we share all our daily stuffs. Then the hostel lady promise to call us at 6pm to let us know if we can get another room. Aiz....

Then when the clock strike at 6pm, i called her. no answer. After not too long, she texted Nee, and said is fully book. We're like wtf. Therefore, Meh meh (my friend) bring us around jonker street to look for hostel/hotel for 3 persons. We plan to pay extra to stick together. LoL. After we compared the rate.. we still think that we want to pay 2 room's rate for the single room. So, Nee called her again. saying that we willing to do WHATEVER to stay together bcoz,.... and tell her the stupid reasons that we could find. SHE SAID NO. BELIEVE IT OR NOT.

Then of course we politely say, ok.. i understand. anyway, thanks. Then she recommend us a place to stay. It was awesome. We went there and rent that place. I think the story got abit too long..... Coz i explain in uber detail. The story never end here of course. Then the hostel owner called UP AND SAID WANNA RETURN US MONEY!

We jump for joy and we got stuck (inner joke)!!

Then we happily went for dinner........ the ugly part of the story (or the value of reading this story starts from here). She called up and angrily said that HEY, CAN YOU COME BACK ASAP. You made me lost a day revenue. (wth, we didnt ask for refund also) ishh... Wanna refund and some more wanna scold ppl. =( =(

We did not argue with her... siao meh? Just take the money and chaOo.. She stil mumbling saying that, i'm so disappointed, if you know you have 3 persons you shouldnt book our hostel.. and shit shit.. ishh. Who cares, we got back our money!

At last we pay less and get more. =D =D

Now we wanna recommend this good owner. If you happen to go Melaka, you can stay at his place. He is an awesome guy. Pantai St. Guest House. you can email him for booking pantaiguesthouse@gmail.com

This is the view from our guest house.... ( i know i know.. i know i grow fatter) ishh....

Chicken rice (melaka style)

Sleepy look. We were chatting with the hostel owner till late at nite. =D

I like the interior of Melaka. I think Penang, we shall maintain and fully utilized our heritage too.

Road trip~ Bye, Melaka.....

Camwhore lo.. Apa boleh buat lagi?

Cheng, why are you always with the sleepy look while you are NOT driving at all. Kick your butt...

On the way to Kuantan. Nice view along the way, never forget we drop by to buy some fruits and keropok. OMG. we are so funny!! How can we trade the so-called kerepek (no spelling error) with 3 packs of fruits.... so hilarious.

ahh.. we eat basically nothing ( i mean nothing good, =( ) in KUANTAN. so sad.

This is to boast our satisfaction level. It works.

After Kuantan we drove (or rather i drove), an hour to Sg. Lembing without any booking for hostel.. Bloody tired.

By the time we saw this..... we really half dead. Hit the sack.

Nothing to eat in Kuantan /Sg. Lembing means a healthy lifestyle.

Sg. Lembing is very different from other places we went. We go hiking early in the morning. Despite all the waiting and waiting for some ppl. It is an awesome trip. Luckily, we didn't give up. We actually got the devil thoughts of going back KL straight.. haha... We're this random!

This is definitely more than what my friend aka TOP student aka Selina TTT describe.

Luckily, we are not placed at their place. Adventurous though.

See.. i told you. up hills, down seas (Shit, im so chinese edu, chinese idioms tim)

Our look can tell right? Freaking sleepy.

Nee, the slow one. See we are at another side of the river capturing picture for her. (is that called river?)

Yippee.. she is here. Mougongding!

While waiting for the girl, after 5 min hike. wtf.

We hike with slipper. (Selina thanks for the tips.)

All worth while when you reach the TOP. I guess this is the lesson of life.

Can you see it??? Is so nice. This picture cant even represent 10% of how it really reflects.

We miss the "san sui" toufu. So replace by this. san sui maggie mee.

What am i doing?? haha..

I just feel contented here. Despite all the wetness we got ourself into. We didnt bring any towel's nor shirt. Nothing. Sometimes, i think we are men that born into a lady body. Men spiritually and lady physically.

I know is ugly, but we got no other pictures. Mission complete! Kuantan/Sg. Lembing check!!

Another hour to spend in the truck. See what happen? LoL.

Can we STOP making issues....

I'm not sure is there part 2, but just name it part 1 first. haha... This is how we spend our holiday together. Anyway, there are great improvement for us. Less arguments more laughters.

Applause for ourself. Mougongding rockz.