Sunday, February 1, 2009

Mom's gal

Im addicted with your everything.
Im so used to everything that around me. Even with all ur bads.Tired. Is kind of addiction. 
Im wondering why some people change so drastically. So extreme. 
I tot she is used to you. Used to having you around for years. Why suddenly without you, she would be happier.. My mind is filled with curiosity. How would it feel when u no longer have the right to request. The right to hug, care and even to love. How would that feel? When he/she want only freedom.. You gave him/her freedom but on the other hand u wud jail urself in a lost space. A space without access and egress. Is a forbidden space. Only you have the compass to lead yourself out from it. 

Even at times i will feel bad when i think of the past. The past isnt pleasant. But is stil make me reminisce. It will make my heart pound so weakly. Im lost. Im not as strong as i thought i am. Luckily i have you to lead me out. Im glad to have you. I heart everything that i have. 

I will learn to be a better gal.. =)

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Send someone to love me, i need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm,in pouring rain
Give me endless summer, lord i feel cold, feel like getting old...

well, you'll have this someone oneday and be a better person or ur mom's gal.

jennyCKN said...

i tot she already has 'this someone'??

quoted: "Luckily i have you to lead me out. Im glad to have you."

appreciate the people who loves you is what im practising everyday..and im happy :)

chenglit said...

Seems like analyzing my blog!!!
=p