Pls dont kill me. The pictures are just for references.

I'm tempted to write a blog that shows changes in my life. (or at lease in terms of appearance) Duh.... picture tells a thousand words.

But if i would really start from the day i own a camera it would be too long to track all down. So, i just being random and start from anywhere with certain inconsistence sequence. =p

The pictures is getting from ok - bad - horri-ji-ble.

I've to use this pictures coz she is pretty mah. There is a chinese saying, good start will set a 50% success of your work.

@ mamak... =D

i think this was 2007. Starbucks. Some random boredom.

Being over-excited of my photo booth.

I love the smile and laughter in this picture. Abit blur though. We took this picture on the very last day of our english class. Things might have change. But i hope many years down the road, i will still remember the fun that we had during our classes.

with June (2007). I guess we still look the same after so many years.

Coursemates.

OMFG!! this is so priceless. Ugly yet i like it. haha..... Ting, you are pretty as always. Sweet. Cheng, you are pretty too (i mean now)

Haha.. Orientation week. Am i massaging for you, chean yi.

Some random weekdays doing shopping with cheng.

Hey.. this is our vege-steamboat. Lol....

Ini lagi history. honeystar + milk = awesome.

Pls forgive my "walkmen" phone. Is not meant for pictures. Therefore, the quality suck till max. Anyway, i love this kinda of crazy trip... wink! Agree?

Our "used-to-be"routine. I'm not sure are we going to be that crazy in future. Everyone has their own dream and path to pursue. I guess we will stil be friends for ~ evah!

With all the memorable pictures up there..of course this one must not be left out. Not many pictures taken. But i just happy that you are there whenever i need a friend. =D

Ouchh.... all the pictures above, taken at lease a year ago. Life is awesome.

I shall never regret on what i've did.

We'll never know where the non-traveled path will lead us to.

Grass is not always greener on the other side.

Loves.

Lovely weekend

OMG.. I just love weekends.

Meeting up with friends is the best thing that you could do during weekends, other that partey!

On friday we had a movie outing. We watch "salt" Although i like the story line. But the way they cast it is like another "Jacky Chan" movie.

Since Nana, is not home.... so we could not have our burger feast party. So we ended up at mamak. Not that great experience. But we had a great time chatting. Ying, when only we will have the time to meet up again. So awesome to see you around.

All the best for everyone is working. =D

*we did not take any pictures of that day* wth!!!

On Sat is another meet up. June. The forever beauty!

We did like so many things in this 2 days. Go makan, Go watch movie (kena tipu, inception become Tekken, pinjam toilet bcome Sing K) Ahhh... all due to the crazy bunch of friends.

Went "pai pai, went makan makan and jalan jalan. Is a great way to spend my weekends.

The pictures are not in sequences. Rojak!

My huge head and .. lok lok. (lousy camera men)

Haha... June looks so tham chiak..

Sushi!!! (Cheap and good)

Gordon Blu.

Real crazy K-time!

All pictures taken with June's bb.

Awesome can?

既不是马来人，也不是中国人

我读了一遍描写 “何谓马来西亚华人”

可能我重上海回来不久（也有三个月了），在读这遍文章时突然有摸名的失落感和心酸。

“去年9月，我来到了中国，就读于中国最好的大学，学习着自己最想念的中文系，一切看起来都像梦想成真。但是，来到了这里，我才第一次深刻地体会到：我是马来西亚人。我才第一次感觉到：我有可能是爱国的。在祖国成长的每一部分，不管是口音、思维等，都在我的生命里留下不可磨灭的痕迹。即使我可能算是马来西亚里最中国的一小撮人，即使我跟很多中国同学相处得不错，但是我仍然能深刻地体会到我们的不同之处。不管怎么样，在中国，只要是外国人，就真的只是外国人。

那么我到底该何去何从？这是我一整个学期都在思考的问题。在迷茫中，在摸索中，我才会写出上面的三篇文章，试图找到马来西亚华人的定位，试图找到自己的定位，然后决定自己以后要到哪里发展。我个人认为，不管是留在中国还是去到西方，就注定了只能收到单方面的信息，很难认清这个世界的真相。此外，留在中国，或许就只能是成为一个尴尬、孤立的个体。去到西方国家，那更是彻底地孤立，存活在一堆思维截然不同的陌生人之中，甚至还可能面临他们的排斥。

可能，我仍然会回去马来西亚，即使我们目前仍然要活在打压之中，即使要存活在一个难以实现自我的空间。但是，我或许可以用手中的一票继续给国阵施加那千万分之一的压力，做自己想做的事，做一个开心的人。即使薪水不高，即使物质生活不丰裕，即使很难真正地实现自我，但是只要能在自己最熟悉的家乡、跟喜欢的人在一起，幸福或许就那么简单不是吗？”

既不是马来人，也不是中国人。

I want more!!

After my trip, i always have something on my mind to eat. Now you know why i am so "fat" after all my trips. =( I'm working hard to get rid of the fat thou. But....

I've been anticipating to come home , partly because i miss GOOD food and of course. I just miss you. =)

You might think i wanna eat local food... Hokkien mee, loh mee.. or whatever. NO.

This is it..

Tada....... KOREAN BBQ. It has been my TOP list since im home. i mean since i came back from CHINA. IT WAS LIKE.... 3 months or more (Dont bother to keep track)

I'm so excited with the menu!! After a few rounds in Lil Korea. We've decided this....

The standard water bottle. All the Korean BBQ uses this. Why? Same supplier or?? Whatever, i shall find out when i've the chance to go Seoul. =p

Err... so many things to choose... Have to be quick.

Awww....... I just miss you.

More to come......

I love love love .....

Here is the MAIN ACTOR!!

Is so good. =p

This is not bad too.... =)

The soup is not as bad as the previous one i had in Korean Palace. Might be im too hungry this time. =)

The steam egg.....

We makan so "gelojoh" coz they're closing down at 10pm. We're still there stuffing ourselves with the food.

No doubt, the food is good for the price. Thanks for the dinner......=)

I'm back.

I guess there is no one reading my blog anymore. It has been full with cobwebs since it has been.

Like what i've said more and more traveling going around. But unfortunately due to some unforeseen circumstances i might cancel my upcoming trip. Sad. But this is not to bad. We are going to replace by the theme "Travel like a MALAYSIAN"

Hopefully everything goes well.

I shall update my blog with more pictures. I will. I shall. I must.

Just stay tune. Whoever that still reading my blog. =(

NO.

I'm having the coffee side effect.

I just dont feel good lately. FML.

Is all my problem. Is my fault.

I shall not complain. No one force me to do anything.

I SHALL SAY NO THE NEXT TIME!

Changing. Trash.

When people gets emotional. The people might say things that he/she doesnt mean it.

They just need more attention.

I'm ok, Im alright. What the hell is that?

I said i want to change, I said i'll try to change. I said i wanna be a better person.

I'm just who i am. I never change. Im not sure. I might have change, but just in a very minute scale. None would notice. Only i'll know. I'll know the difference.

It might be so routine. Normal catch up. The same intonation, the same laugh. But it might be so sad to notice, it will never be the same. For better or not.

Im not sure, the environment or the place will change a person. But im sure everyone change. Just with or without realising. But im glad that i'm once such-a-person before. I appreciate and love to be who i am (the hate-love feeling)

I couldn't breathe when things coming to near.

I couldn't see when things are too far.

I couldn't notice when things are meant to be

I couldn't get used to it when things aren't the same anymore.

I hope that the route, the environment, the surrounding help me to understand what i really want.

What they want from me? What they want from me?

I'm not as free as you see.

I'm not as good as you thought.

I'm not as bad as you might see.

I'm not crossing the borders that you thought.

It might be just a greeting. It might be just a word. It might be just a joke. It might just a misunderstanding. It might be .. it might be. If you believe it you will. White lie is still a lie. Truth is never within the lie. beLIEve even have lie in it. If you believe me you might be just lie-ing.

I'm sorry being too selfish at times.

I'm sorry that mess up your mood.

I'm sorry that i couldnt make up to.

I'm sorry that i fail all the time.

What a trash.