Can i do this for living?

Is this a joke factory or what? uishhh................
Listen, I'm here to say.. Happy Chinese New Year!

I wanna look a lil wiser,
A lil stronger,
A lil more determine,

I love you.. hugs. =D

I'm lame like this

This is what i do when Im bored in the office.

Omgg.... i gone crazy!

Who said is easy to get a master!!

Cheers..

kthxbai, go back to work.

Nor this

How is your first week of the year? It has been a great one to me. Working most of time though. I just feel so contented because CNY is just around the corner. I just love CNY more than any other festival as we are chinese. So, we should be proud to be one or at lease i am proud to be one. The melody of CNY songs, the decoration, the spring cleaning (what a joke), the looking forward and coming up gathering, the angpows and everything. Everything seems perfect!

No matter where are you, in which part of the world that you grew up, we are still brothers and sisters because we are chinese. There is an invisible bond in between. I always feel happy to meet a chinese especially when Im in a foreign land but I hate the facts that we are too "americanised' or "britishnised". Ok, i might be in the click too. But we should always be proud of who and what we are. There is a friend of mine (obviously not chinese), he likes to say, chinese always talk about money. He likes to say something like , Yo.. you're chinese. That is why! This phrase seems to mean a lot. Are we really like money or we just like saving or we are to into planning for our next generation. I think chinese culture is very unique at its own. I dare not say that i am an epitome of a chinese person. At lease i read chinese and i am still learning hard.

Im sucks with words and Im not artistic.

A year older , a year wiser.

Yesterday Nee asked me what is my new year resolution. I answered her, what a lame question. Lol. But then i did answered her. I said, 'to love those that hates me'. She said.... IMPOSSIBLE. Hahaha..

Whatever it is. New Year is here. I did not have any fancy countdowns, did not have any New Year resolution (doesnt mean im gonna do nothing).. and I dont plan to reminisce my 2010 (It's an awesome year for me though) because i know 2011 would be definitely be a great one.

Btw, while im browsing thru my pictures.. i saw the pictures below. Did i change a lot or i just change my hairstyle?

Tada.....

2008/2009

end 2009. See i did have my bangs...

2011 ~ Hello 2011.. I gonna love you so much. Let's roll!

Picture tells a thousand words or just hide the hidden facts? Ho ho ho.. Happy new year everyone. Suddenly, Im engulfed with this overwhelming of excitement that anything would happen in 2011. tee hee..

MGD are enemies.

It was end of December, you hear can the bell rings and you will receive presents. My December is complete. We did patch up again. Then i was overcome with acute nostalgia during my sophomore year. What i can say is...omg! Not that i can go back to those days where, we stick to each other everyday, argue everyday but yet still stick to each other. Maybe we're just lack of friends. Although the timing doesnt seems to be propitious but we still make an effort to meet up. We still argue though. Sometimes it can be convoluted. That is just us. We're all ego and self-centered like that.

It was awesome to have joyce around isn't it? Cheers and bravo to us. We made it from 7pm to 2am. Despite of all the arguments , pre-arguments or post-arguments.... We're still great friends. LOL. We're just selfish like that! All the moment spend will deeply etch in everyone's heart.

There ain't nothing like a memory.

4 months and is still counting.. will it still be the same after so long?

Still reading the same books, doing the same things, being at the same office, writting at the same chapters and everything seems to be the same. Unfortunately, something have changed.

Perhaps, people around me is no longer the same. Someone left, someone passby, someone take a break, someone stay. Everyone has their own way to go. I'm not sure, did i try my best for everything i appreciate. Maybe yes and maybe no. I'm sure i did treasured every little things that i've own or once owned.

I did pray, I did hope. All in all, process is less important that the end result. I still hope and I still pray.

Everyone seems leaving. When days like today, winter solstice festival, I remember the taste of the glutinous balls and the warmthness of it. I feel contented to be at home. There is no place like home. Everyone will leaves, everyone changes but family remains.

2come1

I am adamant that I'm going to get it done by this freaking month. I just want to get this over. I despise all those jargons. I just want to stop using scholar google by typing all the keywords that i can think of. Trying to download the journals and been notified that I can't get the full access of that articles. Then log into the USM databases and try to hit the keywords. Then the utmost familiar line will pop up saying that USM doesn't buy this articles. Help!

I'll pay you a myriad of gold if you help me to complete this. If and only if i can.

While everyone is very busy doing their own work in the office, struggling how to write their journals and thesis. I'm munching my hello panda like nobody business. I'm using my precious 15min to write this post. OMG... i shall go back and continue my work!

*I shall not despair. Someone/something please invigorate me!.. @ lil more to go ...